I m so weak

hey guys I m not sure how many people read this forum, maybe only a few, but I just wanted to tell you ,that today I feel so weak, and freacked out, so I change my plans, and I m not taking this test anymore. I guess I m not that smart as I used to think I was, but I want to thank to everyone who trusted in me, I dont want to dissapoint them, but I m so weak and dumb that I m not able to pass that test, ..anyway ...life goes on..so maybe I ll stay in my country..but I ll let you know about my future when I have a better view...
thanks to everyone...
bye

one more pic

this is such a good pic, having fun with my friends at some city north in peru, we are not drunk, but happy...I miss you friends..so much...

and pleaseee..

pray for me

thanks youuuuuu

two weeks to go!!!!!!!!!!

Hello, well it has been such a while since last post, but I was very busy with my last review, I feel taht I dont have that much time to study, but also to study all day is too much study, but anyway I m here writting in my blog...thanks to my friends who posted a comment, and to the ones that only read it,
well I feel like I ll never finish reading all the stuff I have to , and I ll never learn as much as needed to be very confident so I hope not to re schedule this test, since I want to take it ASAP.
well these days were very tuff days I havemy brothers `s birthdays, so a lot of time without studying, ...
I feel very weak at nights, and also tired, and bored about reading the same stuff which I forget teh following day, but anyway I need to do it. I feel like I left my friends, my family and all I had for this test, I feel this test changed my lifestyle, even though I still play soccer, my life is kind of boring now, only studying and sleeping.
Thanks to you,,i m not sure how many people read this blog, but I can tell you that this is a really bad situation, but hopefully 2 weeks more and then I ll take a rest, and some time off...
I hope you pray for me, I need it..please do it guys.....
thanks a lot...
and please.....pray for me twice...
let my dream become true.