Thursday, December 28, 2006

such a good picture



this is a god picture,

someone didnt believe I was in this place!!!!!!

anyway...

happy new year to everyone...

Thursday, December 21, 2006

life is so good............

well, life is good now...I can spend time doing things I couldnt do during my studies, ...although it feels kind of wierd to wake up and no study at all ... to wake up so late and with a good sleep ..damm god this is so great.....
anyway I m relaxed, and just waiting for my score, maybe wont be a high score, but passing is a good thing..so at least I hope to pass...all is in god's hands. .
so X-mass is almost now, so I just want to wish a merry x-mass for everyone who followed my blog ( even though maybe they are not too many ) but I really apreciate your time reading these lines ..and also when I logged in and read some comments I felt that I m not alone in this pathway and I have some people who is supporting me always and trust in me... I ll not dissapoint you , and all the effort I m doing is for you also...
thanks a lot I Really apreciate it....
Today was a nostalgic day, I was remembering that one year ago I was finishing my internship , and also medical school, so many questions in my head ..so many doubts, so many things mixed up in my brain,...it was such a good time but finished and I didnt notice it was so soon...but I have so good memmories about it...
merry x-mass to everone ....and have a happy new year...and please ENJOY your time..lofe is so short...we dont realise it...
god bless you....

Saturday, December 16, 2006

game over

well guys I took the test yesterday, at the beggining was kind of strange feeling, since I didnt know how to face the test, everyone says its a hard test, and very long ...and it really is.. but I got some long questions, some easy, and some harder lol
anyway I arrived to the center really early about 7.30 morning, and prayed to god a little bit ( that is the most important thing to do ) , and got into the screen with my test in front of me...the first coupple of questions were really hard ..I almost freaked out, but then I took a deep breath and calmed down..and continued...when I noticed I had done 3 blocks without any rest..so I took my first break about 10 mins. after that came back and some more qts,,,two more blocks and lunch time....then one block and 10 mins break and finally the last block, so at the end I had like 10 mins break but I was done with my test...So I hope they keep that time for my step 2 ck lol
about the blocks they were really well distributed, but the last ones were really wierd, they asked lots of qts about molecular biology, genetics,...
I got a lot of pictures, microscopic, stool tests, brain, MRI, angiograms, lots of pics....so my advice is you study but dont freack out if u keep forgeting so much stuff ( that was my case) because this test is hard but doable, and please do the USMLE sample material and nmbe forms, I got like 2 qts from cd, and some similar to NMBE forms...
my test was lots of pathology , pharm, micro,,,fourtunatly only coupple of anatomy which is my weak ..too much memory and I hate doing it because I forgot it one week after I learnt....
I would say this is a test, to measure how you can integrate all basic sciences with medicine... and I wish I can get a good score...now I have to take a break and then start study for step 2..
the first lever of the game is over ( unless I fail )
anyway guys please dont freack out and also dont get scared when you find questios that are so hard ......this test is hard but doable...just keep studying...and good luck to everyone...please pray for my score....now I need some time off...and then return reloaded for step 2ck
see you then

Thursday, December 14, 2006

so tomorrow is the day


well tomorrow is the great day ...my test ...finally my usmle step 1, so please keep me in your prayers ,, I hope god help me ..I dont know what to write so I was looking at my pc and found this sweet pic, ..good friends...a long time ago...................see you and my next message will be after the test.bye

Monday, December 11, 2006

finally,...I ll do it

hey guys .,,,after a long time for meditation , I realised I cant give up without trying it, so I decided to take this damm test next friday ( dec 15th ) so that is the day ,,and the game will be over soon..
so I need your prayers again , pleaseeee
lets see what happens..........................
"let your dreams become true"

Thursday, December 07, 2006

what a problem!

today I fell good, dont know why yet, but I ll have to find out. these days I spent time thinking about my future, my life, and about all these thoughts I have in my head the ones that keep me dreaming.....
I heard this saying " the higher you fly, the tuffer the hit is when u fall " and it describes what my life has been these time, dreaming and dreaming , but didnt know how unreachable it was..
but somedays I remember and keep thinking about it, dont know why I still have this idea inside my head , and there is one voice inside me who is always asking " are u gona give up? , so is that the end? so are u letting your dream going away that easy? are you sure u ll live always knowing that u never gave it a try? "
so I have been thinking about it, I always wanted to take these usmle boards, now I m not sure about my future, but I m not sure if I can live without at least trying it, but anyway,,,
I just want to think about it carefully.....
thanks to all my friends who support me

Friday, December 01, 2006



this girl is so pretty, but reminds me a very good friend of mine.. TU LO SABES o no?????????
TE DESEO LO MEJOR AMIA