Thursday, June 14, 2007

decision time!

well guys this have been such a hard week for me, I had lots of problems ...lots of thins to think about...so many doubts..so many dreams..so many options...but very few decisions....
but I just wanted to tell you my very big decision... I just gave up about THE AMERICAN DREAM..yeah I quit...no more english medical reading...
I dont have good english, I dont look like american, so many culture differences... I was trying to imagine...me in the ER having a patient with a medical emergency..how stupid should I look and sound...with my poor english..maybe I dont even understand him... or me trying to tell a patient there is some problem with his voice..when I cant even pronounce voice correctly.....
or how can I handle all the money to apply for the american dream..
I wasted one year of my life trying the american dream...now I m 1 year older...and didnt do anything..just wasted time..so now I ll work in my country..and also started my paperwor for spain medical residency,,so maybe next post you ll have to read in spanish
well just wanted to thank everyone...for the support during this year ...and I hope the best for you guys.. I hope I never dissapointed you guys....
so....nos vemos chicos..un abrazo desde el invierno de lima,"

1 comment:

Kendra said...

You can't give up, New Orleans is waiting for you. :D