Hello guys I just arrived to the states and tomorrow is my very first interview here, after a long pathway, finally I m feeling everything is about to end soon, and it makes me freak out, but in the other hand I m happy its gonna be done soon, so I hope I have good news after all my interviews.
the wheater here sucks, I m in philly right now and its raining a lot ...also very cold..it sucks
well guys I just want to ask you to pray for me...I need it a lot these days, since I m very nervous about interviews and all these process, you guys helped me up to this stage so now I'm just asking for some more help..which I really need.
thank you everyone.................and please pray for me....
I ll write later
Sri Tigerji
Monday, November 26, 2007
Saturday, November 17, 2007
time to depart!
Well guys this is my last weekend here in peru, next weekend I ll be in the USA starting the last part of my "american dream" that is the interview process. It's been a while since I started this blog and I feel that the end is around the corner....... still dont know what the final result will be, but I just want this to be over. I m also studying hard for my step3 which seems to be harder than what I thought, but I cant do anything but study hard, I feel like I should reschedule it, but I dont think I ll have time to reschedule it, so I guess I ll go for it and take it on december.
this week was a weird one, I had my Iv at the spanish embasyy for my residency test in january and the guy told me to come back next month, and I told him I was going to be in the US and he told me to decide between the USA or SPAIN, at that time I made my decision right away...the USA.... I feel that I have already worked a lot for it to give up....
Life is doing fine lately, little busy with studies and interview plans, since I have to book hotels and flights again, it sucks but I have to do it.. I hope god has something special for me after all this effort......
I ll spend Xmass alone in the USA and that idea makes me really sad, but I guess I ll go and buy a 12" turkey sub , with some wine and say merry xmass to myself..lol..it ll be so depressing but I ll have to get used to it.... but if I get a spot before Xmass ..I ll definetely get DRUNK lol.....
well guys thanks for reading this blog, and I hope you forgive me for all my misspellings but my english sucks big time... :) and please do pray for me... I need you for this late stage..... I need to perform well in my interviews and also on my step3.......
take care guys,
sincerly,
Sri Tigerji.
this week was a weird one, I had my Iv at the spanish embasyy for my residency test in january and the guy told me to come back next month, and I told him I was going to be in the US and he told me to decide between the USA or SPAIN, at that time I made my decision right away...the USA.... I feel that I have already worked a lot for it to give up....
Life is doing fine lately, little busy with studies and interview plans, since I have to book hotels and flights again, it sucks but I have to do it.. I hope god has something special for me after all this effort......
I ll spend Xmass alone in the USA and that idea makes me really sad, but I guess I ll go and buy a 12" turkey sub , with some wine and say merry xmass to myself..lol..it ll be so depressing but I ll have to get used to it.... but if I get a spot before Xmass ..I ll definetely get DRUNK lol.....
well guys thanks for reading this blog, and I hope you forgive me for all my misspellings but my english sucks big time... :) and please do pray for me... I need you for this late stage..... I need to perform well in my interviews and also on my step3.......
take care guys,
sincerly,
Sri Tigerji.
Thursday, November 01, 2007
last minute plan changes!
well guys I had to change my trip to the USA for some personal reasons, so now I ll be travelling later this month and also I ll have to re-schedule my step3 test. It's been a while since last time I wrote here, but I was very busy, and also studying hard, but it seems destiny had something prepared for me before my trip. but I spent last days thinking deep about everything happened last months in my life, and I just realised did lots of things wrong, and only a few ones right, but I'm still on time to change those things and go for my goals...
now I'm changing all my plans, and its been very tuff but I m working on it too. about step3 I keep studying but it seems to be a hard test, so I have to work harder, anyway good news is that I have more interviews, and also an interview in the spain embasy next week, which I was lucky to get, so maybe I d end up in spain with my friends :),
my future is less clear now, but I will just let god to pick the best decision for me.
well it seems this X-mass will gonna be the worse in my life, since I wont spend it with my family, and it makes me feel lonely even though its not the time yet,......
well guys I just need your prayers for me, now more than ever, and hopefully I ll have good news for you soon.,
last weekend a good friend told me :
"maybe she never loved you, maybe you were only a back-up, maybe you should have run away as usual, maybe you should have always continued your life and do not listen to her tears, ,maybe you should have picked any of the several other choices you had, maybe you just didnt realise that it was a game, and not a fair one, maybe your mistake was not playing the same game with the same rules,,maybe you should just get the time machine and try to change the past, but unfourtunately you cant do it,,but "maybe" is a word for loosers as is indecision and games, and you are a succesfull guy with such a strong personality and lots of goals to reach."
another freind told me : " Do not do what you did for me, please fight for her and remind her good times and show you sensitive area which u have and its very awesome....please dont let her go, or you will regret later....tell her eerything you have been thinking lately, and all this please fight as you fight for your profesional goals..........." the big question is..should I?
PS. Last days I understood why God gave me so many good things in my life last years, and also why I passed all my steps, without even desrving them, it was because there is always lot of people praying for me, and that is why god listen to them ( not me because I'm an asshole) and I need to thank those people.....
tc guys, life goes on.......
Sri Tigerji.
now I'm changing all my plans, and its been very tuff but I m working on it too. about step3 I keep studying but it seems to be a hard test, so I have to work harder, anyway good news is that I have more interviews, and also an interview in the spain embasy next week, which I was lucky to get, so maybe I d end up in spain with my friends :),
my future is less clear now, but I will just let god to pick the best decision for me.
well it seems this X-mass will gonna be the worse in my life, since I wont spend it with my family, and it makes me feel lonely even though its not the time yet,......
well guys I just need your prayers for me, now more than ever, and hopefully I ll have good news for you soon.,
last weekend a good friend told me :
"maybe she never loved you, maybe you were only a back-up, maybe you should have run away as usual, maybe you should have always continued your life and do not listen to her tears, ,maybe you should have picked any of the several other choices you had, maybe you just didnt realise that it was a game, and not a fair one, maybe your mistake was not playing the same game with the same rules,,maybe you should just get the time machine and try to change the past, but unfourtunately you cant do it,,but "maybe" is a word for loosers as is indecision and games, and you are a succesfull guy with such a strong personality and lots of goals to reach."
another freind told me : " Do not do what you did for me, please fight for her and remind her good times and show you sensitive area which u have and its very awesome....please dont let her go, or you will regret later....tell her eerything you have been thinking lately, and all this please fight as you fight for your profesional goals..........." the big question is..should I?
PS. Last days I understood why God gave me so many good things in my life last years, and also why I passed all my steps, without even desrving them, it was because there is always lot of people praying for me, and that is why god listen to them ( not me because I'm an asshole) and I need to thank those people.....
tc guys, life goes on.......
Sri Tigerji.
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