one week later....

well guys I applied last week, to my programs for the IM match, and so far I have already 4 interview invtitations which is really cool, but I also feel that I need some more to stay in the safe area...maybe around 15 is a good number :).
but let's see what destiny will bring later on this month..... I hope god gives me some more help AGAIN!!!! actualy he has already done a lot for me , and I guess I owe him my entire soul,....

I havent been able to start my step3 preparation yet, because I cant focus on real study due to the match process , I keep opening my email inbox every 30 mins but I MUST start serious study this week, and hopefully take my step 3 mid november.... I m so lonely , no study partner , so boring , no suppor for this step,,,but I hope I can pass it too...

well finally I ll be travelling to the USA in november, and this time I have no partner to travel with so far, so I guess I ll feel so lonely during all this trips, interviews, and also in the middle of the winter....but that is one more sacrifice I have to make, although I ve already asked someone to join me..let's see if she is free for me ...or she has already some other plans.... ( I need you to iron my suites , not wrincked this time, lol) .......

I also applied for spanish residency test, and will have to travel to spain in january....but I have some of my friends there , so I ll feel like being at home.... I couldnt just leave all my luck to the USMLE match, since its very competitive, that is why I had to apply for my backup plan, spanish medical residency,...and hopefully I ll start residency next year,.,I cant wait to start and practice medicine......

these days I ve been thinking deeply about my future, and my personal life;..and Ive been just remembering some talk I had in the past, some phrases I said, and someone told me too, and also so promises I made in the past.... but I ll make all those things to become true, I dont know what destiny has for me in the future, but I ll fight for the american dream, not only for you..but for me... I guess after the last time I saw you, we were expecting for this trip, but it seems things have changed , so have ur feelings.....and I d understand.... and wouldnt blame at you....distance and time are always harmfull for feelings...and it seems you are not expecting this trip anymore......but just wanted to let you know,,,I'm happy for you...and I guess now I m happy for me, because you always encoraged me to keep trying this USMLE dream, and although I d like you to be with me until the match and later also(.as we dreamed in the past), but I m also mature enough to undertand things...and if I match I ll always rember that you always encouraged me..and made me try harder!!!!!
thank you dude...and at least get online more often to say hi! and keep me updated about your life..because I feel that I dont know any news from you, and also I can help you whenever u need me,,,, never forget that .....

well guys thanks for your support and I guess I m in the beginning of the end, and hopefully I can sucess and match this year,,
tk guys,,,
see you soon

Sri Tigerji